bless you two girls out there

so it's 12:18. 12:18 midnight time. just got blessed (blested). ooh, lauren came on.. how's lauren? i hope well.. and how i loved listening to lauren back in the day. the drive to san diego.. and the good egg. ugh, and the bad one that my heart chased all over the place. how i miss parts of that self back then. less wear and tear. pre-pre-tre-jaded days. i'm not jaded. i'm jaded. i'm not jaded. i have healthy thoughts. ;0

i hope that the boys are okay, and the girls. and hoping that they have love. everywhere. i'd love to see them and get along some time. actually, i have never had hate for anyone. i actually have compassion. and i would love to see everyone happy together.. separate. together.

oh kay interruption. good interruption... my darling! gotta go! bless you.

i find myself cursing at a broken glass splinter. stupid fuckin thing. and it's just a thing. good night. ;)

lily allen "smile"

journaling with beck

what the heck
slow is this mo
ment and so he
slows it down
but like the sunset
we miss
the green flash
each time
so slow down
and don't
blink too
hard
10
is done
completed
only to
begin
again

lightning bolt

truth is a lightning bolt
and a knocked out tooth
and a kite in the sky i
let go
of this moment
many moons ago
but i am right here
loveing every tinker of
this
love changeing
de-layering
like an artichoke(d)
on my breath
for a second there
there
only getting
better
n'er
say n'er
love gets
better
ain't a beggar
or a sucker
for hate
love
hate
love hate
dove says fly
be the truth
some might hide
true
beauty never
ever
lies

green.blog.april tax day. did u pay?

iwe belong right here.and go there sometimes though.we forget that we are still right here.strong like a rock.hardened.maybe.surely movin through everything like a river.we flirt many times with the river.cannot believe we are with the river.but in fact we are the river.so remember to remember because we may forget again.so do not forget this time because your heart is a hundred star*wberries and you are a dee-licious star.ling. startling the hungry. remember.remember...truth is a lightning bolt.a lot of lightning bolts.bold..like...a guiness.a guiness.jack.soho and 7!too sweet.ginger sting bite.i like this.

Monday Night Darling Sessions

Shoot
Straight to
The middle
Where
It matters

Life
Hurts
Anyway

Why
Bother
We say

When it
Doesn't
Matter
To others
Come
What
May

But remember
The Atlas:Moth
That came
To see
Us
That day?

Choose
The struggle
Cause it's
Going to
Happen
Even
If you
Delay

Burning
Impressions of
My missed makes

I'm
Just falling
Into
Fafiness
These days

Sinking
Deeper
Into
Etchings of
Dismay

And I bless
That 'dis may
Help us
Rise again

Take
Time and
Be ourselves
Always

Help
Correct
The heart
Ache

Bless the
Aimless
Who may
Encounter
Hate

They will
Search
For
And find
What has
Been their's
This
Whole way

The
Paisley
Designs
Certainly
Took time
To
Create

BANZAI SUSHI THIS SATURDAY FEATURES ETHAN CAPONE ON KEYS (OF HONOLULU'S THE DEAD BEATS)

Join us this and every 3rd Saturday for live jazz in the country from 7-10PM.

Banzai Sushi is located inside the North Shore Marketplace and
presents an evening of live jazz featuring Lady Paisley (previously the lead vocalist of Tempo Valley). On keys in Ikaika Tecson (on keys) of Honolulu's live jazz scene.

This month features Ethan Capone of "The DeadBeats" and special guests. ;)

Equal parts Smokey Robinson & JDilla

Mayer Hawthorne is a dude that would probably be our friend. Gentlemanly dressed to impress, the bloke wears a button down shirt, slacks, nice shoes, Bruce Lee glasses and a skinny tie. He for sure looks better than those white dudes that walk around selling Jesus in your neighborhood. He's lovable actually, has a classic soul sound with a modern flare... hip hop to be exact. The music is easy to listen to and the chemistry is good. He looks like a nice looking nerd who may actually get the girl (a hot one at that), and then when he gets dissed, he sings about it. Love the vidz... and the dancing girls in many colors of the rainbow, and for a second, you actually question what the hell is happening... how did this sound come out this way? ...is he singing or is it an old sample? Wha...? It's a white dude? Believe it, white peeps get the blues too. He's a record-digger and will buy a good record several times, even if he already has it at home. He's inspired, and may actually be able to inspire you. He even did a cover of M.I.A.'s "Paper Planes" MH-style. So sorry I flaked on a free tickets. Dang! Check it out... Mayer Hawthorne.